In the morning...

This morning I woke up and took my BBT. My temp. dropped which is an indication of my impending period. Crap!!! I was holding onto one last hope of getting pregnant on my own. Many emotions this morning. The tears started flowing first thing. Feeling sorry for myself, feeling like I can't do anything right, why me? Basically a pity party! Then, I felt like I could destroy my whole house. I wanted to punch something, throw anything I could get my hands on across the room. Now I just need to get a grip! If I really want another child and I don't want to continue to wait with the possibility of m/c than I know what needs to be done. Now, I just wait for my period to arrive and then call the IVF center to start scheduling my tests and procedures. Everything is done around certain days of your cycle. My next concern is Miranda. How will she feel being left at someone's house while mommy and daddy are gone all the time for these tests and procedures? I am so high one moment and then so low the next. I can't even imagine what I'm going to be feeling once I get the hormone injections. I have to remain positive for my sanity. Or I will go crazy! One day at a time, Michele. Deal with what life has given you. Positive thoughts......POSITIVE!!!!!